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3/3/2008 成熟是明亮而不刺眼的光辉 不要因为害怕被别人误会而等待理解。现代生活各自独立，万象共存。东家的柳树矮一点，不必向路人解释本来有长高的可能；西家的槐树高一点，也不必向邻居说明自己并没有独占风水的企图。
做一件新事，大家立即理解，那就不是新事；出一个高招，大家又立即理解，那也不是高招。 没有争议的行为，肯定不是创造；没有争议的人物，肯定不是创造者。任何真正的创造都是对原有模式的背离，对社会适应的突破，对民众习惯的挑战。如果眼巴巴地指望众人理解，创造的纯粹性必然会大大降低。平庸，正在前面招手。 回想一下，我们一生所做的比较像样的大事，连父母亲也未必能深刻理解。父母亲缔造了我们却理解不了我们，这便是进化。 人生不要光做加法。在人际交往中，经常减肥、排毒，才会轻轻松松地走以后的路。 （摘自《余秋雨人生哲言》作者余秋雨上海人民出版社） 3/2/2008 做傻事了！周五晚上犯傻了，给老妈说急了对窗户一拳，右手破了四个口子，中指肌腱还断一半，血管也断条小静脉，把两卷卷纸都湿透了。
去玄武医院又转到鼓楼医院，第一次看到自己的肉和骨头，还有白色的肌腱，第一次上手术床，第一次缝针。
缝了十多针，肌腱也缝好了，还好医生说不会有什么后遗症。
做手术不好受，不打麻药缝针疼，有个手指两针没打麻药。打麻药更疼，得从伤口戳至上下两处关节打，还得戳至伤口关节背面打。还要用大刀片割开点伤口，找出受伤缩进去的肌腱。缝针也跟缝衣服没两样，还要用扯的才能缝上。还得用双氧水啊酒精啊生理盐水啊什么的冲洗，最要命的是反向搓洗伤口，无敌了。
夜里正好有两个重症病人，一个脑动脉瘤破，一个警察被醉鬼撞到肝脾破裂，都很严重，所有医生护士都去这两个地方了，我的医生还是临时从床上调来的，结果就是麻药刀片绷带锋线都得医生自己去别的地方拿，不过最后据说两个手指的小缝合170一个没收我钱，真跟菜市场一样。
做医生其实也挺有意思，王鹏也在鼓楼医院，在肝胆科开刀实习，差人家太远了。
一拳打出后无比舒服，只是多花了1000多冤枉钱，以后估计不会了吧。当然在外面基本从来不冲动的。 2/23/2008 微风夏影2月23日，下午去南大交学费去掉1900，晚上拳馆交学费又去掉1200，相比现在的物价还真算是便宜了，随便吃个什么东西都十来块~
还是校园里舒服啊，没有强烈的阳光，和煦的清风拂抑在脸上，冲至发间，再透过全身，于是整个人都陶醉了……
这时想起了那首夏影，想起了一些记不起名的旧时国产电影片段，想起来FLICKA中的怀俄明，与微风一并起舞的高山草甸。
此时，虽然独自一人，却也并不觉得寂寞，只是全身都涌出股活力，冀望着盛夏时节做点什么的冲动。
我爱南京，却不喜他无风，回想当初去南通，虽然没有什么喜悦，甚至是些不好的心情，但是偏偏非常喜欢那里的风。
有些事情真的是错过了便无法回头，既冀望于下一代，希望能给予他们这些，却也不乏自己的追求。
美好却短暂，我用力去抓。 2/11/2008 最近的生活。最近一直上不去日志，可能是因为印度洋海底光缆的事情，很多想说的话都没来及说。 算了，就让它过去吧。 虽然很多地方不适应，也许这就是属于我自己的人生吧，除了去爱它别无所求啦。 2/5/2008 RealityMet you by surprise, I didn't realize Dreams are my reality If you do exist, honey don't resist Dreams are my reality Dreams are my reality Met you by surprise, I didn't realize Dreams are my reality Dreams are my reality 2/4/2008 Love letter or self speech?written at 02:00 Feb 3rd, 2008.
Last night, I saw I lend pen and notebook from you, you didn't refuse, but I just get the pen and the notebook, nothing else. How I wish for your catching on my mood and feeling. At one time, I finally learnt what is giving up, that's the first time in my life. I deemed it was. Then I lost my religion, I lost my self. I treated it as the worst time that I never calculated. I am not blaming you, I am not asking love with you, I was... I was asking myself for the ... I don't know how to say, maybe it is love, maybe it is life, maybe it is character. I always thing a lot, do nothing. In living, in career, in sentiment. Even though that was, I will passing it, I know, I believe, and I do. How brave this time I am, then you? A friend. Easier said than done, do you? Did you treat me as amigo? Perhaps you say "I don't need. I have a lot." Have you attented I need? Damm it love or friendship, I just feel lonely. I am a human, I need talking, I need communion, I need interaction, I need every thing that a normal person deserved and want. Why I sent sms to you? It was snowing, I was happy, I was sad, I tried to find someone I could tell it all to she or her, then you are coming up, only. All this time, I can but talk to myself, I am used to talk english on road, practice the accent, the mood. I thing I am a little abnormal, at least it was perceptible in crowd. I totally know it. God know, I am in order. Damn it. I don't know do you really understand youself, do you have no problem in many thing, I hope you happy, never be cheated, forever be standing by youself. Bad guy also deserve the right of understanding. I hope I am not one. I am mad now I think, I am mad. For two sentences. (Here I deleted many other sentences I thought and typed for 20 minutes, everyone would not want to see it. It's the hell.) I love you. Will you marry me? 2/3/2008 今天，2008年，24周岁，我。今天我明白什么是轻松，什么是我将要做的人，我明白生命，我的。
我向世界宣布，我24岁。
不再迷惘，以热血对待生命。
向24年挥手，谢谢你的停留。
也感受到你的祝福。
生。 2日夜与L君谈话总结1. Don't give up!
2. Do more.
If I want the RT, I need the achievement. Microsoft bids $45 billion for YahooSoftware giant offers $31 a share - a 62% premium - in deal that could reorder online ad market. Microsoft's Ballmer: 'Major milestone.'与猜测一致，微软的能量终于开始释放，但是仅仅如此么？更多的背后隐藏的力量又在哪里？
GOOGLE的灾还没来，当然这绝不是微软造成的。 1/27/2008 雪下好大屋檐上足足垒了三十公分啊，也不知道下这么大雪是好还是坏了，总之有点不敢乱说的意思，想说好，又怕它也伤害着另一部分。保佑他们平安。
不知道二十年后温室效应会给我们带来什么样的情景，哎……想到这里就叹气。 1/20/2008 Steve Jobs Stanford Commencement Speech 2005Words excellent:
Sometimes life's going to hit you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love, and that is as true for work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work, and the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it, and like any great relationship it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking. Don't settle.
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice, and most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
"Stay hungry, stay foolish."
Thanks, Jobs! Jailbreak.Yesterday, I thought I was spent, and was so despair and helpless.
Thanks God! I think my soul is being back, notwithstanding it is not clear all the same.
How to keep this costly motion?
I just considered people always confused, only, it was consuming a little this time.
Right, right. It was not exhaustion,but maze. 1/13/2008 下雪啦！飘飘扬扬，有的还上下晃荡不肯落地，多少年没有见到这样鹅毛般的雪了。南京人应该都会特别喜欢下雪，尤其是孩子们，对他们来说，下雪之后便是天堂，玩到身上全湿，分不清楚是汗水还是雪水，虽然回家后可能要挨顿骂，却任然乐此不彼。
刚刚还是从左往右横着飘，这会却又从右往左了，像是有生命的精灵一般调皮。
南京有过不下雪年份，不记得当时是个什么感觉，而那一年又怎么过的。
梅花山上的梅花的花苞是否在雪的滋润下孕育着更美的花瓣？又是否有人因为下雪寒冷而诅咒着？这一刹那，雪从右下往左上飘升，也许天堂来临。 |
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